Despair, Lack Of Enthusiasm And Want To Commit Suicide Since 2 Years Ago?
, I want to ask. I am 20 years old. For almost 2 years I felt hopeless, lacked enthusiasm, I often thought about suicide. Even though I have a fear when I commit suicide. In the last 6 months I have been feeling worse. I lost the people closest to me. He died and I felt so lost. Every night I cry. Besides that I became more sensitive. I am also increasingly having suicidal thoughts. But sometimes I also feel happy and like I don’t experience these symptoms. How is the diagnosis ???
Everyone must have felt sadness. Losing a loved one can also trigger deep sadness in someone. However, if the feeling drags on, then it is also not good for those who experience it. There are several medical conditions that can be related to what you are experiencing are:
Bipolar disorder, depression, schizophrenia
Bipolar disorder is a psychological condition in which a person can experience a depressive phase and a manic phase. In the depressive phase, this person shows symptoms such as depression, such as sadness, reduced activity, no energy, no appetite and others. Whereas in the manic phase, this person does not seem to have continuous feelings of sadness or joy, full of energy, enthusiasm and others. Schizophrenia is a psychological condition that can be accompanied by hallucinations such as seeing things that others don't see, hearing things that others don't, and others.
The situation with suicidal thoughts, is quite dangerous for you. It's a good idea to seek help primarily from a psychiatric doctor to get help according to what you are experiencing. It could be that later the doctor will provide drugs, psychotherapy and others according to what you are experiencing. No need to be afraid to get checked out, the sooner you get checked out, the sooner you get help.
I hope this helps.