Trauma In The Past And Prefer To Talk Alone?
Hello, I have had a misophonia problem since I was in junior high school, I was not very strong with certain sounds. Sometimes I panicked, my heart beat fast, and cold sweat. I also often emit excessive emotions, anger and encounter even though only because of the usual noise. I also have a problem with myself, where I often feel like disappearing, want to go to a place where no one else knows me. Sometimes when I’m crossing the road, I often think of colliding with myself, thinking of cutting off my hand. I am afraid, often afraid. Sometimes when I feel like I’m down, I come back to remember bad memories when I was little. My father and mother often fought at that time, their screams, their words still ring in my head. I often try to remember good memories with my family, but their screams are always filling and don’t want to get lost. When I grew up, they never fought again, at least maybe when I was not at home. In all my life, my parents have never once asked how I felt, how my days were at school or whatever. I often feel that nobody supports me. My future, my job, all my parents are determined. In my dreams, my ideals are deemed useless. In the past, I had always been an ambitious child like my father and brothers. But because of the lack of support and fear that I often experience, I feel not alive. I do not know .. I just run life … without … desire (?) So that makes me … want to disappear Is this fear and bad thoughts that I often experience because of this? Oh yes, is it bad for me because I talk more with myself myself compared to others?
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Introduce me doctor Iranita, will try to answer your questions.
Misophobia is a condition where you do not like or hate a sound. This will usually last a long time, and requires treatment or routine therapy to get rid of a phobia. However, if the phobia is not immediately dealt with, then an another disorder will arise, such as interference with the emotional Because people with mysophobia really hate a sound and if the sound still appears, it will cause an increase in emotions, so angry or raging.
The existence of traumatic causes in the past, is one of the emergence of phobias, in addition to bad memories or past trauma also trigger mental health disorders. I will try to explain whether it is a mental disorder. Mental disorders are conditions that affect in terms of emotions, thinking patterns and behavior of sufferers. Mental disorders are characterized by several things, including:
Delusions or delusions, which which believe that believe something that is not real or not in accordance with reality. Hallucinations, where sufferers see, hear and feel something that is not real Changing moods Long or long sad feelings Experiencing excessive anxiety Eating disorders Disorders of sleep patterns Want to commit suicide Excessive anger Unnatural behavior, such as screaming, talking alone or laughing alone. it forgets the sign that someone is experiencing a mental disorder. Mental disorders can basically return to normal, provided with proper and routine treatment. I suggest you to see a psychiatrist, to be given appropriate therapy and treatment. And trauma recovery therapy. Never feel discouraged or inferior, the spirit to recover and fight for your future.
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